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Kobe says he was ‘fighting back tears’ following ovation from Staples Center crowd after surgery

Oct 17, 2013, 12:29 AM EDT

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The vast majority of days that I work in arenas covering live events, I am not subjected to filing a game story on deadline. It’s by far the worst part of the industry, and it’s what many of the best writers covering the NBA face on a daily basis out of necessity as part of their gigs working for newspapers around the country.

The online model is quite different, and the details will be spared here and saved for another time. But immediacy is rarely required unless something monumental occurs, so usually the first story can wait for some depth, context, and texture from the players involved speaking in post-game locker rooms long after the final buzzer has sounded.

On the afternoon of Sunday, April 28, however, there was no reason to wait. The Lakers were getting predictably shellacked in Game 4 of their first round playoff series against the Spurs, and the game was effectively over early in the second half. The brief initial story was done before the final buzzer, and only a couple of minor details needed to be included for the sake of accuracy.

The first was Dwight Howard intentionally getting ejected in a blowout of an elimination game, in what at the time appeared to be (and ultimately was) his last in a Lakers uniform. That moment was a microcosm of how he handled his entire season in Los Angeles, so it was somewhat fitting that he ultimately chose to bail on his teammates before the game was officially finished.

But there was a more important moment following Dwight’s ejection, and one that will resonate much longer than Howard’s ill-fated stint in Los Angeles.

Kobe Bryant emerged from the locker room on crutches after Howard had departed, early in the third quarter with the Lakers down by 30-plus points and the game having already been decided.

It was his first appearance since undergoing surgery to repair the torn Achilles that ended his season, and the Staples Center fans responded with a loud and passionate greeting that drowned out the disappointing basketball being played by what was left of their team on the floor below. 

Bryant was affected by the emotional outpouring, as detailed in a fantastic piece by Lee Jenkins of Sports Illustrated:

As he limps out, center Dwight Howard cruises in. “What the f— is going on?” Bryant asks a trainer. “Dwight got ejected,” he is informed. In the retelling, Bryant waits eight seconds to utter another word, looking as if he might literally bite his tongue. “Sports have a funny way of doing s— like that,” he says.

L.A. is about to be swept and Howard is about to leave for Houston, where he will forfeit $30 million and avoid discomfort. But Bryant is the rare modern athlete whose presence can transcend playoff results and free-agent decisions. Sometimes, just seeing him is enough. “The long year, the injuries, the Shaq stuff, the Phil stuff, it all came to a head when I walked out to the bench,” says Bryant, who was serenaded with a standing ovation and MVP chants. “It was the first time I ever felt that kind of love from a crowd. Oh, my God, I was fighting back the tears.”

It could be argued that Bryant has received that kind of love from the hometown faithful plenty of times over the 17 years he’s played in Los Angeles. But every time previously, it was in response to his on-court heroics, so in his mind, the adulation was deserved.

Only in this rarest of moments of vulnerability was Bryant truly moved by the reception he received.

  1. timb12 - Oct 17, 2013 at 1:16 AM

    Kobe showing vulnerability is kind of cool. I love his A-hole persona, but for him to be human for a moment is something awesome to see.

    • loungefly74 - Oct 17, 2013 at 10:30 AM

      Laker fans (like me) would say…”he is our ‘A-hole'”…and we love it.

  2. rickyspanish - Oct 17, 2013 at 1:55 AM


    I totally agree with everything you said.

  3. stoudemelo - Oct 17, 2013 at 2:22 AM

    HATE the Lakers, LOVE Kobe.

    The way he approaches the game and the amount of passion he has makes me love this sport.

  4. 00maltliquor - Oct 17, 2013 at 3:43 AM

    This was such an awesome, short article. timb12, …yes.
    spanish…agree as well.

    Win or lose, championship or lottery. Kobe coming back as Mamba, or not….THANK YOU, for everything. You have brought so much joy to my life as a LAKER fan. Your will and your way will be HARD to duplicate. Lakers for Life. All day evvvvvery day. I got the logo tatted on my right forearm for a reason. There will be A LOT of Laker haters thumbing this down, and you know what….I LOVE IT. By all means…go right ahead. LAKESHOW

    • loungefly74 - Oct 17, 2013 at 10:28 AM

      my thoughts exactly, Malt….and i agree with ricky and tim as well.

  5. lakerade - Oct 17, 2013 at 4:18 AM

    Kobe has more to give. I don’t know how much, but I’ll watch and find out like everyone else.

  6. kb2408 - Oct 17, 2013 at 1:37 PM

    Along with Magic and maybe West, Kobe is by far the most beloved LAKER. It will be a sad day for “most” LAKERS fans when it’s over for the Black Mamba.

  7. pistolpete0903 - Oct 17, 2013 at 2:03 PM

    Not a great fan of the Mamba; but love him or hate him, you can’t ignore him.

  8. lancexsch - Oct 17, 2013 at 2:51 PM

    lakers were down 19 when the video started anyone else tired of the garbage posts this guy has? laker fan for life!

  9. nflcinbengals - Oct 17, 2013 at 7:53 PM

    Love him!


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